As much as I'm in love with being in a relationship, I guess it's just not worth it. For the past 3/4 years, I've ALWAYS had a boyfriend. Two months ago my ex and I broke up over the phone. He's moved on and I haven't. He's saying untrue things about me. The girl that liked him before I went out with him, and my ex say horrible things about me. I've realized I've put all my effort and time into one boy and I've lost too many friends. When we broke up I realized I had nobody to turn to. And they're not willing to take me back. This year has been so hard, I'll go to guidance and ball my eyes out almost every single day. I smile and pretend I